The Shadowhunter Academy novellas follow Simon Lewis as he tries to regain his memories after the events of City of Heavenly Fire and attends Shadowhunter Academy in Idris to eventually Ascend as a Shadowhunter. While many of the novellas focus on Simon's trials at the academy, his newfound friendship with George Lovelace, and his struggles with Shadowhunter law a good few of them also focus on some other characters that have popped up throughout the Infernal Devices and the Mortal Instruments or will be in the upcoming Dark Artifices and Last Hours series.
Reading these have really made anxious for the Dark Artifices and have made me feel guilty for still not having read The Infernal Devices or The Bane Chronicles yet... /shame/
It wouldn't be a Cassandra Clare work if it wasn't an emotional roller coaster ride of feels induced hysteria. Here are some one sentence summaries that should help you get a small gist of what I was feeling after each book. No spoilers are intended.
Welcome to Shadowhunter Academy
One sentence summary: Reading this was like coming home after being gone for several months.
The Lost Herondale
One sentence summary: I am curious as to how the plot of this short may come into play in future Shadowhunter novels.
The Whitechapel Fiend
One sentence summary: Love hearing more of Tessa Gray's story!
Nothing But Shadows
One sentence summary: James Herondale and Matthew Fairchild, some interesting back story in this installment.
The Evil We Love
One sentence summary: The beginning of The Circle as told by Robert Lightwood.
Pale Kings and Princes
One sentence summary: Helen and Mark Blackthorn get some air time in Simon's studies.
Bitter of Tongue
One sentence summary: Simon had to get kidnapped at some point.
The Fiery Trial
One sentence summary: Emma Carstairs and Julian Blackthorn get a cameo and Simon trips on Lake Lyn water.
Born to Endless Night
One sentence summary: Magnus Bane and Alec Lightwood have a fantastic character dynamic and I am so excited for their little plot twist!
Angels Twice Descending
One sentence summary: I was so smiley and happy and then I was emotionally destroyed.
Sunday, December 13, 2015
Sunday, November 29, 2015
Graphic Novel Wrap Up | #2
American Born Chinese by Gene Luen Yang
This was a really interesting story about Jin, Danny, and a monkey king. Jin is a young Chinese-American boy who has just moved to a new school and just wants to fit in with everyone else. Danny is an All-American boy who is embarrassed annually when his cousin Chin-kee comes to visit. The monkey king struggles with wanting to be the master of everything and not wanting to be a monkey. Each story adds a new facet to a great story of self-discovery, understanding your worth, and being comfortable with who you are. Each character damages their lives with choices they have made and now they need to right the wrongs. This is a great story for anyone to read because it makes you think about choices you have made. Plus it is just a fantastic graphic novel with beautiful art and story telling. ★★★★Seconds by Bryan Lee O'Malley
This was such a fun read! If you have ever thought back on an event in your life and wanted to change it thinking that it would only get better this book illustrates just how wrong you might be. Katie has it pretty good, she helped start an amazing restaurant and is now moving on to owning a new restaurant but things are not happening the way she wants them and when given the chance she is able to write her mistakes away. I love Katie and Lis and would love to read more of this story and the magic involved. The art in this book is gorgeous and the story was so intriguing and quick to read. ★★★★
Through the Woods by Emily Carroll
Through the Woods is a collection of "spooky" stories based around the woods. Knowing that this is a Middle Grade/YA book I new that it would not be super scary but it was spooky enough to be perfect for the month of October when I read it. I really enjoyed the second story of the book. It had a good rhythm and flow to it. The rest of the stories were just okay. None of the stories in this book blew me away but I definitely appreciate what Carroll was trying to do. I kind of wish the stories fit together better and that the conclusion would have tied all of the stories together. The art is lovely and the stories are unique and interesting. ★★★
Here by Richard McGuire
Here is a graphic novel that focuses on the corner of a living room and how that one corner evolves over billions of years. The most interesting thing about this book for me was that it was not a linear progression of time and that multiple years of time were depicted in one image. It was so interesting to see how time and history can be shown through a fixed point. This is such a surreal and thought provoking novel that makes me think of how the would may have changed over the course of time in my own fixed point, my own corner of the world. What was here 50, 500, 5 million years ago? What will be here in my place in another 500 years? I definitely recommend you leaf through this a few times to get the full impact. I have noticed something new each time. ★★★★
Saga Vol. 5 by Brian K. Vaughn and Fiona Staples
Saga is a FANTASTIC sci-fi graphic novel!
"When two soldiers from opposite sides of a never-ending galactic war fall in love, they risk everything to bring a fragile new life into a dangerous old universe."
Saga is all about this family and their fight to stay together despite all of the attacks coming at them for being from two different races and having a child together while their planet and moon are fighting a civil war. This story is crazy, awesome, action-packed, and graphic. It is definitely for mature audiences. I have enjoyed every single volume of this story, so much that I had to start buying the individual issues to sate my obsession. The art style and the amazing cast of characters are just two more reasons you should dive into this story sooner rather than later! ★★★★★
Thursday, November 26, 2015
Bookish Subscription Boxes
Subscription boxes are becoming very popular in the lives of many pop culture geeks and nerds of the world as well as foodies, readers, and homemakers. If you are into geeky gamer gear you may have your eye on Lootcrate, Nerdblock, or 1up Box. If you are a foodie you may get a Graze Box or Nature Box. If you enjoy getting things for your dog friends there is always the Bark Box. If you are a fan of jewelry you may have seen the Flitwicks Box and the Fandom of the Month Club. The list goes on and on!
For readers like me, and probably you too since you are on my blog, there are several book related boxes that have become all the rage recently especially in the realm of YA literature. Here are just a few of the boxes that I know of that contain books and book related goodies and a few quick notes about them:
I love the themed aspect of this box. Each month has a theme and that is all we know about the box until it is dropped off by the owls. I always try to venture a guess at the book and sometimes I am wrong and sometimes I am right! The theme also gives me a hint as to what books to stay away from when book shopping.


What comes in the box?
This box has the most options that I have seen in a subscription box yet! There are adult boxes - the Jane and the Ernest, 3 genre based YA (14+) choices, and 3 genre based children's (8-12 yo) boxes. The Jane box includes a book that is either contemporary, historical fiction, or literary fiction. The Ernest box includes a book that is either thriller, action, or non-fiction. The YA box choices are Romance/Love, Action/Adventure, or A Little bit of Everything. The Children's box choices are Pleasant Reads, Action/Adventure, or A Little bit of Everything.
For readers like me, and probably you too since you are on my blog, there are several book related boxes that have become all the rage recently especially in the realm of YA literature. Here are just a few of the boxes that I know of that contain books and book related goodies and a few quick notes about them:
- Owlcrate - YA book box based in Canada - each monthly box has a theme
- Uppercase Box - YA book box based in the US - 3 price level options
- The Book Drop - book box based in US - run by an independent bookstore
- The YA Chronicles - YA book box based in Australia - boxes center around a theme
- Illumicrate - YA book box based in UK - boxes are delivered quarterly
- The Bookworm Box - book box based in the US - all profits are donated to charity
- The Bookish Box - book related home, beauty, and apparel products - based in the US
There are so many great options and surprises wrapped up in these boxes of goodies. I have seen the products that all of these boxes have put out (not all in person unfortunately) and I am really impressed with the quality that each box puts forth. Out of the ones above I have personally purchased the Owlcrate, Uppercase, and The Book Drop boxes and I will go a little more in-depth on what each of these boxes are and my opinions on the boxes. If you are interested in other boxes mentioned above please click on the links and visit their websites where you will be able to find out more information about the different services they provide. Now, on to the reviews!
Owlcrate - "Magical Monthly Reads"
What comes in the box?
The Owlcrate box always comes with a new release YA book (sometimes an adult book) and the book is usually a new release from the month that the box ships out (example: the November box has a November new release book in it). Along with the book there are usually 3-5 other bookish goodies and some kind of exclusive from the author or publisher. Each month is curated around a specific theme and items are usually from other small businesses such as Etsy shops.
How long have I been subscribed?
I have been subscribed to this box since March 2015 which was the first ever box they released.
What purchase options are there?
There is currently only one type of box being offered but you can subscribe for 1, 3, or 6 months at a time.
What is something special about this box?
I love the themed aspect of this box. Each month has a theme and that is all we know about the box until it is dropped off by the owls. I always try to venture a guess at the book and sometimes I am wrong and sometimes I am right! The theme also gives me a hint as to what books to stay away from when book shopping.
What is my overall impression of the box?
I love this box! Each one gets better and better and I am always surprised as to what will be in the box. The attention to detail and the wonderful owners behind the box make this a subscription that you shouldn't miss out on! I even got a book that was slightly damaged and they were quick to respond and get a replacement sent to me right away.
Uppercase Box - "YA Books Delivered to You"

What comes in the box?
The Uppercase box delivers a new release YA book and 1-2 exclusive book related items. You also get an online interactive "Uppercase Reading Experience" via codes placed throughout the book that you enter on the Uppercase website to get exclusive content or be a part of the discussion on the book with other Uppercase subscribers.
How long have I been subscribed?
I have been subscribed to this box since October 2015 (and a one box trial back in March 2015).
There are currently 3 plans available for you to choose from:
- The lowest price option is the Book Exclusive plan and costs $17 a month before shipping. This plan only includes the book (which is the same as the Expert plan book) and the Uppercase Reading Experience.
- The second option is the Expert plan which includes the book, 1-2 bookish goodies, and the Uppercase Reading Experience. The cost for the Expert box is $23 per month before shipping.
- The third plan is the Personalized Plan which is tailored to you and is not a "cookie cutter" box that everyone receives. This plan is $29 per month and includes a new released book and 1-2 bookish items. The personalized plan does not have an online, interactive component nor are the books guaranteed to be signed/include a bookplate.
The Expert and Book Exclusive plans also guarantee that the book will be signed or come with a signed book plate and usually come with a promotional item.
What is something special about this box?
One of the perks of the Uppercase box is the fact that you get a signed book or a bookplate to put in your book each month. I love having that little piece of a connection with an author especially since signings just don't happen that often in my area. I also think the fact that this box only has 1 or 2 items will appeal to those who don't want a bunch of extra trinkets.
What is my overall impression of the box?
This is a fantastic box! It is well worth the price and the items are high quality and usually exclusive to the Uppercase Box. The packaging is different because the "box" is actually a bag and it is delivered inside a padded envelope.
The Book Drop - "Run by an independent bookstore at the beach"

What comes in the box?
The Book Drop box comes with one paperback book and usually some kind of extra bookish item. Most of the time the book comes signed or with a bookplate or signed swag. On rare occasions the lovely people at Bethany Beach Books includes a bonus book or item! I receive the YA box called A Little Bit of Everything.
How long have I been subscribed?
I have been subscribed to this box since August 2015!
What purchase options are there?
This box has the most options that I have seen in a subscription box yet! There are adult boxes - the Jane and the Ernest, 3 genre based YA (14+) choices, and 3 genre based children's (8-12 yo) boxes. The Jane box includes a book that is either contemporary, historical fiction, or literary fiction. The Ernest box includes a book that is either thriller, action, or non-fiction. The YA box choices are Romance/Love, Action/Adventure, or A Little bit of Everything. The Children's box choices are Pleasant Reads, Action/Adventure, or A Little bit of Everything.
What is something special about this box?
I love that this box is so diverse an that there is literally something that could please everyone! I also really love that this is a box that is run by an independent bookstore from my state and that this is a great way for me to support them even when I can't make a trip there as often as I do the more local indies near me. These boxes have a very personal feel to them and are always packaged with great care.
What is my overall impression of the box?
This box has its own little niche to serve of people who prefer paperbacks or don't want the newest most hyped books out there. I am so impressed that I have gotten books that I haven't really heard of before (aside from A Thousand Pieces of You) and that they have been some fantastic reads.
In Conclusion
I seriously love each of these boxes and it has been so much fun getting a surprise each month. It is like Christmas or your birthday each month when a box pops into your mailbox. Anyways, I hope that my reviews of these boxes help you gain a better understanding of what these products are and why they are such a hit with loads of people. I wish I could review all of the bookish boxes out there for you but I have to draw the line somewhere. :)
If you receive any of the boxes featured in this post or know of any other boxes that should be on my list please leave a comment below sharing your experiences and varied knowledge!
If you receive any of the boxes featured in this post or know of any other boxes that should be on my list please leave a comment below sharing your experiences and varied knowledge!
Tuesday, October 6, 2015
The Storied Life of A.J. Fikry by Gabrielle Zevin
Genre: YA Contemporary
Publisher: Algonquin Books
Publication Date: April 1st, 2014
Edition: Paperback/Audiobook Pages: 288
Purchase: Book Depository
Publisher: Algonquin Books
Publication Date: April 1st, 2014
Edition: Paperback/Audiobook Pages: 288
Purchase: Book Depository
My Rating: ★★★★★ (5 stars)
Synopsis
On the faded Island Books sign hanging over the porch of the Victorian cottage is the motto "No Man Is an Island; Every Book Is a World." A. J. Fikry, the irascible owner, is about to discover just what that truly means.
A. J. Fikry's life is not at all what he expected it to be. His wife has died, his bookstore is experiencing the worst sales in its history, and now his prized possession, a rare collection of Poe poems, has been stolen. Slowly but surely, he is isolating himself from all the people of Alice Island-from Lambiase, the well-intentioned police officer who's always felt kindly toward Fikry; from Ismay, his sister-in-law who is hell-bent on saving him from his dreary self; from Amelia, the lovely and idealistic (if eccentric) Knightley Press sales rep who keeps on taking the ferry over to Alice Island, refusing to be deterred by A.J.'s bad attitude. Even the books in his store have stopped holding pleasure for him. These days, A.J. can only see them as a sign of a world that is changing too rapidly.And then a mysterious package appears at the bookstore. It's a small package, but large in weight. It's that unexpected arrival that gives A. J. Fikry the opportunity to make his life over, the ability to see everything anew. It doesn't take long for the locals to notice the change overcoming A.J.; or for that determined sales rep, Amelia, to see her curmudgeonly client in a new light; or for the wisdom of all those books to become again the lifeblood of A.J.'s world; or for everything to twist again into a version of his life that he didn't see coming. As surprising as it is moving, The Storied Life of A. J. Fikry is an unforgettable tale of transformation and second chances, an irresistible affirmation of why we read, and why we love (Goodreads).
My Thoughts
I really enjoyed reading/listening to this book! The main thing that sold me on this book was that it is a book about books. The book mentions so many books and authors it makes you want to read even more (here is a list of books mentioned in Storied).
I love the characters, I love how the story progressed, I enjoyed the little twists and turns, and I adored the beautiful and bittersweet moments in the book. There is so much that I can say about this book but I really don't want to give away too much. The synopsis says enough! Oh, and I adore Amelia! She is my spirit animal!
This book has some great quotes about books and love, and just some really funny moments.
I'd recommend this book to anyone who enjoys books about books or books about bookish people because sometimes you just need to read a book about people like yourself.
“Sometimes books don't find us until the right time.”
“They had only ever discussed books but what, in this life, is more personal than books?”
“You know everything you need to know about a person from the answer to the question, What is your favorite book?”
Saturday, October 3, 2015
Get to Know Me | Questions and Answers (#1)
Hello All! I've been wanting to do a Q&A/ get to know me kind of post for a while now just to help you get to know me more. Thanks to those who have asked questions on Instagram! Lets start with some basics: my name is Amanda, I am 24 years old, and I teach middle school science.
A few people may remember my Instagram started as @amandareads21 in January of 2015. I started the separate Instagram account specifically for my book pictures because I wanted to share them with people that would appreciate them and the friends and family that follow my personal IG just weren't the audience I was going for. Then I started thing that my username was pretty generic and didn't represent me the way I wanted it to so I wanted to go by a different username and create a stronger presence within the bookstagram community. So, in June after BookCon I made the change, I started this blog for my reviews, called it The Bookish Hollow, and started "making a name for myself" under the new handle. I love sharing pictures and reviews of the books I read and I have thoroughly enjoyed this past year of sharing my reading with you. Now, on the the questions you sent!
First book you read? - thebookishangel
I am not really sure. The first books I remember reading in Elementary school were Eric Carle books (I loved Brown Bear, Brown Bear) and the Magic Tree House books. I was also a huge Scholastic book fair nut and was a member of the Magic Tree House and Dear America book clubs.
What book got you into reading? - fictionandtea
Matilda by Roald Dahl!
Do you have any siblings who are obsessed with books? Where are you from? - fictionandpages
I have a 30 year old brother that is not a fan of reading, so unfortunately no. I don't really have much family that is into reading. My mom has read some things that I have forced on her. I make up for the lack of bookishness in my family by having friends that love to read books and the people I know through bookstagram/blogging of course! I live in the state of Delaware in the U.S.
How old are you? - rosexblood
I am 24 years old! I am a 90's baby and the song Unbelievable by Owl City featuring Hanson is my theme song! Plus Hanson is my jam!
How has your life changed by having a bookstagram and blog? - livthebooknerd
This is a really interesting question! My life hasn't changed too much really. I spend a little more time taking pictures of the books I am reading and buying and chatting with other 'grammers. I also put more effort into my reviews to make them interesting to read. I have also been able to get some galley's from a local bookstore and NetGalley.
Who's your favorite book villian? - samreadstoomuch
Hmmm... I really love to hate Count Olaf from A Series of Unfortunate Events and Lord Voldemort from the Harry Potter Series.
Favorite series/show? - maddiejo3l
Once Upon a Time, Doctor Who, House, Sherlock, Supernatural, and Criminal Minds are just a few of my current favorite TV shows. My all time favorite TV shows are probably Lizzie McGuire and Boy Meets World.
Book that surprised me the most this year? - sarenasashabooks
I have read many a good book this year and could say that they have all surprised me in some way or another but to narrow it down I have 3 different ways to answer this question...
The Hunger Games movies are probably my favorites! I love the HP adaptations and The Fault in Our Stars but I think The Hunger Games movies have been consistently the best!
What are your opinions on ARCs, do you think they give blogger status? - booksbyvale
I enjoy getting access to the few ARCs that I do get and I kind of enjoy getting early access to new books. I don't particularly like that ARCs are given out for some sequels just because if it is an establish series or the first book was well received then I feel like the sequels should be kept from everyone. I do think that bloggers that receive lots of ARCs do gain a bit of status but so have the booktubers. I don't really care about the status of ARCs I just enjoy getting a first look and be able to recommend some new books to people. I would still blog even if I didn't get to review a few ARCs.
What do you and your favorite book hero/heroine have in common? - booksbyvale
Hands down my favorite protagonist is Matilda! I connected a lot with her when I was younger being the bookish loner that I was. I loved her bravery and though my family is nothing like hers I connected with how books were her escape and school was what I looked forward to, even with the bullies.
If your question wasn't answered here then I may have already answered it or I am saving it for it's own post! Thank you all so much for asking such wonderful questions! If you have a question you would like me to answer next time, please comment down below!
A few people may remember my Instagram started as @amandareads21 in January of 2015. I started the separate Instagram account specifically for my book pictures because I wanted to share them with people that would appreciate them and the friends and family that follow my personal IG just weren't the audience I was going for. Then I started thing that my username was pretty generic and didn't represent me the way I wanted it to so I wanted to go by a different username and create a stronger presence within the bookstagram community. So, in June after BookCon I made the change, I started this blog for my reviews, called it The Bookish Hollow, and started "making a name for myself" under the new handle. I love sharing pictures and reviews of the books I read and I have thoroughly enjoyed this past year of sharing my reading with you. Now, on the the questions you sent!
First book you read? - thebookishangel
I am not really sure. The first books I remember reading in Elementary school were Eric Carle books (I loved Brown Bear, Brown Bear) and the Magic Tree House books. I was also a huge Scholastic book fair nut and was a member of the Magic Tree House and Dear America book clubs.
What book got you into reading? - fictionandtea
Matilda by Roald Dahl!
Do you have any siblings who are obsessed with books? Where are you from? - fictionandpages
I have a 30 year old brother that is not a fan of reading, so unfortunately no. I don't really have much family that is into reading. My mom has read some things that I have forced on her. I make up for the lack of bookishness in my family by having friends that love to read books and the people I know through bookstagram/blogging of course! I live in the state of Delaware in the U.S.
How old are you? - rosexblood
I am 24 years old! I am a 90's baby and the song Unbelievable by Owl City featuring Hanson is my theme song! Plus Hanson is my jam!
How has your life changed by having a bookstagram and blog? - livthebooknerd
This is a really interesting question! My life hasn't changed too much really. I spend a little more time taking pictures of the books I am reading and buying and chatting with other 'grammers. I also put more effort into my reviews to make them interesting to read. I have also been able to get some galley's from a local bookstore and NetGalley.
Who's your favorite book villian? - samreadstoomuch
Hmmm... I really love to hate Count Olaf from A Series of Unfortunate Events and Lord Voldemort from the Harry Potter Series.
Favorite series/show? - maddiejo3l
Once Upon a Time, Doctor Who, House, Sherlock, Supernatural, and Criminal Minds are just a few of my current favorite TV shows. My all time favorite TV shows are probably Lizzie McGuire and Boy Meets World.
Book that surprised me the most this year? - sarenasashabooks
I have read many a good book this year and could say that they have all surprised me in some way or another but to narrow it down I have 3 different ways to answer this question...
- The "no words/please leave me to my tears" book - I'll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson and My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga
- The "holy plot twist, Batman" book - Damage Done by Amanda Panitch
- The "overwhelmed by awesomeness" book - Illuminae by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff
The Hunger Games movies are probably my favorites! I love the HP adaptations and The Fault in Our Stars but I think The Hunger Games movies have been consistently the best!
What are your opinions on ARCs, do you think they give blogger status? - booksbyvale
I enjoy getting access to the few ARCs that I do get and I kind of enjoy getting early access to new books. I don't particularly like that ARCs are given out for some sequels just because if it is an establish series or the first book was well received then I feel like the sequels should be kept from everyone. I do think that bloggers that receive lots of ARCs do gain a bit of status but so have the booktubers. I don't really care about the status of ARCs I just enjoy getting a first look and be able to recommend some new books to people. I would still blog even if I didn't get to review a few ARCs.
What do you and your favorite book hero/heroine have in common? - booksbyvale
Hands down my favorite protagonist is Matilda! I connected a lot with her when I was younger being the bookish loner that I was. I loved her bravery and though my family is nothing like hers I connected with how books were her escape and school was what I looked forward to, even with the bullies.
If your question wasn't answered here then I may have already answered it or I am saving it for it's own post! Thank you all so much for asking such wonderful questions! If you have a question you would like me to answer next time, please comment down below!
Thursday, September 10, 2015
Bookish Things: My Reading Journey (#2)
This has been a trend in the booktube sphere and I thought I would share what I remember about how I got started reading and the evolution of my reading through my life up until now.
I was introduced to reading through my parents. They always read books to me when I was young. The main books that I remember reading when I was in early elementary school were the Little Golden Books, mainly Disney ones and I still own all of them now. I loved picture books and I remember A Bad Case of the Stripes was a favorite of mine.
Mid-Elementary school lent itself to chapter books, I read everything from Amber Brown to Magic Tree House books. I read poetry from Shel Silverstein. Some of my favorite books were Because of Winn Dixie, Fever 1793, and Caddie Woodlawn. I don’t really remember how much reading was apart of my life but I do know I enjoyed book fairs and the books I do remember reading.
Late-elementary/middle school was where I really blossomed as a reader. I began reading Harry Potter, Series of Unfortunate Events, The Princess Diaries, and Lurlene McDaniel books. This was my horse phase, I read all of the horse books I could get my hands on, my favorites being the Heartland books. I also read a lot of the Dear America and Royal Diaries books and even was part of a book club for the Dear America books. These books were my intro to historical fiction and lead me to reading more about Pocahontas, Hellen Keller, and Anne Frank among many other historically significant people as well has historical events such as the sinking of the Titanic. At this point I had become a library card holder and begged to go to the library whenever I could. I checked out 5 books or more every two weeks and devoured them.
This was a huge turning point in my reading. My school had this program called Reading Counts where we earned points for the books we read and we had to earn so many points a marking period (basically like the current Accelerated Reader program). My school also gave prizes to the top reader of the grade, and I am a competitive person so that program did it’s magic for me because I became an avid reader!
I am very thankful that my parents never tried to shelter my reading. I was allowed to read whatever I wanted. I discovered a lot of things through reading. I learned many lessons about life, love, and friendship through the words in hundreds of different books. I remember checking out books with titles like “When Dad Killed Mom” and my mom supporting my choices and just reminding me that if I had questions I could talk to her. It was so nice to not be hindered by someone else’s prejudices and being able to read what I wanted. Most of my character and personality has come from the books that I have read and I feel like I grew wiser faster than most of my age group because of the opportunities I had through reading.
In high school I think I read more than I paid attention during class. High School was where I discovered Scott Westerfeld, Anna Godbersen, and so many other fantastic writers. I also got pulled into the Twilight craze in my senior year. I stuck with mostly YA books in high school with the occasional classic and play title that I had to read. I also branched into poetry and really began to enjoy the genre because of Emily Dickinson and Mattie Stepanek. This was also where I started trying to keep track of how many books I read in a year, but that was pretty hard without the discovery of GoodReads.
In college I used reading as my escape even more. I devoured the Maximum Ride Series, the Mortal Instruments, and the Millennium trilogy. By this point I had reread Harry Potter for the 10th time and still loved every word. I discovered John Green, the Gone Series, Hunger Games, and read so many different kinds of books.
After college to now I have transferred into a hobbyist reader. It is the thing that I love to do in my free time. I reread some favorites but more recently I have been focusing on collecting classics that I haven’t read and growing my TBR exponentially. I am still an avid reader and I have a set reading goal each year now that I have GoodReads helping me keep track. I am still a huge fan of YA but I have also been reading middle grades and adult. I also discovered how to get ARC’s from NetGalley and began reviewing books.
I am now a teacher and am working a full time job so my reviewing has fallen off in consistency but if you would like me to write a full review of a book that I have read this year please let me know and I will get one done asap! Thanks for reading!
Friday, September 4, 2015
My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga
Genre: YA Contemporary
Publisher: Harper Collins/Balzer + Bray
Publication Date: February 10th, 2015
Edition: Hardcover Pages: 304
Acquired: Books of Wonder
Purchase: Book Depository
My Rating: ★★★★★ (5 stars)
Trigger Warning: suicide, depression
SYNOPSIS:
Sixteen-year-old physics nerd Aysel is obsessed with plotting her own death. With a mother who can barely look at her without wincing, classmates who whisper behind her back, and a father whose violent crime rocked her small town, Aysel is ready to turn her potential energy into nothingness.
There’s only one problem: she’s not sure she has the courage to do it alone. But once she discovers a website with a section called Suicide Partners, Aysel’s convinced she’s found her solution: a teen boy with the username FrozenRobot (aka Roman) who’s haunted by a family tragedy is looking for a partner.
Even though Aysel and Roman have nothing in common, they slowly start to fill in each other’s broken lives. But as their suicide pact becomes more concrete, Aysel begins to question whether she really wants to go through with it. Ultimately, she must choose between wanting to die or trying to convince Roman to live so they can discover the potential of their energy together. Except that Roman may not be so easy to convince. (book synopsis from goodreads)
There’s only one problem: she’s not sure she has the courage to do it alone. But once she discovers a website with a section called Suicide Partners, Aysel’s convinced she’s found her solution: a teen boy with the username FrozenRobot (aka Roman) who’s haunted by a family tragedy is looking for a partner.
Even though Aysel and Roman have nothing in common, they slowly start to fill in each other’s broken lives. But as their suicide pact becomes more concrete, Aysel begins to question whether she really wants to go through with it. Ultimately, she must choose between wanting to die or trying to convince Roman to live so they can discover the potential of their energy together. Except that Roman may not be so easy to convince. (book synopsis from goodreads)
MY THOUGHTS
My impression upon finishing this book can be represented by one word: incredible! The writing, the characters, the plot, the emotion... all of it was wonderful and perfect. It is hard to say you love and enjoyed a book with such a heavy topic as the main focus of the book but I did. The reading experience for this book was light and heavy at the same time and the emotion was so raw it was like being inside Asyel's mind.
This book starts off depressing because Aysel is depressed. She is living in a huge shadow cast by her father's missteps and doesn't know how she can escape it. She has walled off or been pushed away from people and even her own family has a hard time reaching out to her. The emotion of this book and Aysel's narration is scary. You kind of get sucked into her depression and even though I can't connect to her situation I can empathize because I know what it is like to be talked about and judged by people, doesn't every one? At least a little bit? Aysel's narration is also scary because it is so believable and natural. Nothing about this book seemed forced or over done. The progression of the story pulled me deeper into the black hole it had quickly become and I let it because I was so enthralled by the intricate web of words, actions, and moments Warga has crafted.
I am sure after reading that paragraph you are wondering "if this was a depressing book and it made you so sad why did you give it 5 stars?" Well you have to read for yourself but here is what I can tell you.
This book starts off depressing because Aysel is depressed. She is living in a huge shadow cast by her father's missteps and doesn't know how she can escape it. She has walled off or been pushed away from people and even her own family has a hard time reaching out to her. The emotion of this book and Aysel's narration is scary. You kind of get sucked into her depression and even though I can't connect to her situation I can empathize because I know what it is like to be talked about and judged by people, doesn't every one? At least a little bit? Aysel's narration is also scary because it is so believable and natural. Nothing about this book seemed forced or over done. The progression of the story pulled me deeper into the black hole it had quickly become and I let it because I was so enthralled by the intricate web of words, actions, and moments Warga has crafted.
I am sure after reading that paragraph you are wondering "if this was a depressing book and it made you so sad why did you give it 5 stars?" Well you have to read for yourself but here is what I can tell you.
- This book has 5 stars because of Aysel and Roman. Their friendship, though born from a mutual desire to end their lives, is a beautiful thing and they learn so much about each other and themselves from their relationship. Aysel's science nerd-ness was fun for me as well. Plus I just want to hug them both so hard.
- This book has 5 stars because of Tyler and Mike. They both have small inklings that something is up with Aysel and though they don't come at her head on they both make her think about her decisions.
- This book has 5 stars because of the ending. Oh my gosh, the ending. No tears were formed but my eyes were prickly and I just can't even with the ending. It was done extremely well. I can't say more.
- This book has 5 stars because of the Author Note at the end. I could already tell that Jasmine had put her heart and soul into this book but the author note sealed it.
We have all been in a bad place at some point in our life in some way, shape or form. You may have lost someone, or felt alone, or any number of other reasons that may have made you feel less than someone else. Aysel and Roman's stories show you just how deep depression can go and how it can affect your choices and ultimately your life. The way their story unfolded gave me as the reader a chance to experience what it might be like to be lost in my own life like Aysel and Roman felt. This book will humble you, it will ground you and make you take a step back to inventory the people in your life and how they affect you. Being able to talk to someone and having people who care for you is a wonderful thing.
I know that this book will not be for everyone. The subject matter of this book makes it hard to read but it must be read by those who are willing. This book has made me reflect on my role in my own life as well as the lives around me. My Heart and Other Black Holes is a destructively beautiful book and my heart aches for the characters and more importantly the real people throughout the world that are going through similar situations. I hope that this book will bring forth more people that are willing to be a pillar of support to those who need it.
“Depression is like a heaviness that you can’t ever escape. It crushes down on you, making even the smallest things like tying your shoes or chewing on toast seem like a twenty-mile hike uphill. Depression is a part of you; it’s in your bones and your blood.”
I hope that my review will convince you to read "My Heart..." if you can, because I think it offers a unique perspective on mental illness that people should experience. If you have read and found new perspectives through Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher, The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, The Silver Linings Playbook by Matthew Quick, The Shock of the Fall by Nathan Filler, or Looking for Alaska by John Green then I would highly recommend My Heart and Other Black Holes.
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